For many survivors of CPTSD and sexual trauma, healing unfolds in relationship—with the body, with others, and with the self. It’s about gently restoring systems that learned—very wisely—how to survive overwhelming experiences.
From a trauma-informed perspective, the symptoms you may struggle with today are not signs of weakness or failure. They are adaptive responses to prolonged threat. Your nervous system did exactly what it needed to do to keep you alive. Healing, then, becomes a process of helping your body, mind, and relationships slowly relearn what safety feels like.
Rather than asking, “Why can’t I just move on?” trauma-informed work invites a more compassionate question: “What did my brain, body, and sense of self have to do to survive—and how can we support them in reorganizing toward safety now?”
“Jane” I-Chen Liu, MA. LMHC (WA) LPCC (CA) . SEP™, owner of KareKounseling PLLC, is a licensed trauma therapist in Lynnwood, WA who specialize in CPTSD, sexual abuse, medical trauma, and complex issues clients have with their family of origin. Jane is passionate to work with people who had been carrying too much on their own. Jane sees clients across Washington State and California. Learn more about Jane here.
What Is Complex PTSD?
Complex PTSD often develops from repeated, relational trauma, especially when it happens early in life or within caregiving relationships. Unlike single-incident trauma, CPTSD tends to form when the person causing harm is also someone you depended on for care, protection, or belonging.
This can include chronic childhood abuse or neglect, incest, long-term sexual abuse, domestic violence, coercive control, or situations where escape wasn't possible. Complex PTSD is recognized as its own diagnosis in the World Health Organization's ICD-11.
In addition to the core symptoms of PTSD (re-experiencing, avoidance, and a persistent sense of threat), CPTSD often includes:
Difficulty regulating emotions: feelings that arrive fast and big, or a flat numbness where feelings should be
A deeply negative sense of self: shame, guilt, or a constant sense of being "not enough" or fundamentally flawed
Challenges in relationships: difficulty with trust, closeness, and boundaries, or a pull between wanting connection and fearing it
You might also notice people-pleasing, a harsh inner critic, trouble knowing what you want, or long stretches of feeling "checked out." When trauma happens during development, the nervous system organizes around survival instead of exploration, play, and connection. These patterns make sense, and they can be gently reshaped.
Sexual Trauma and the Body
Sexual trauma carries a unique impact because it involves a violation of bodily autonomy and boundaries. Many survivors experience dissociation (feeling disconnected from their body, emotions, or sense of reality) as a protective response during inescapable threat.
It is also common for the body to have frozen, gone limp, or complied during the assault. This is called tonic immobility or the freeze/fawn response, and it is an automatic survival reflex, not consent and not a failure to fight back. Many survivors carry deep shame about this. Understanding that the body chose the response most likely to keep you alive can be an important first step toward self-forgiveness.
The body may hold these experiences in subtle ways:
Chronic tension, especially in the jaw, shoulders, belly, or pelvic floor
Pain without a clear medical cause
Shutdown or numbness during intimacy, or difficulty feeling pleasure
Hypervigilance, startle, or discomfort with being touched or approached from behind
Difficulty with medical exams, dental care, or other situations involving the body
These responses often happen outside conscious awareness, which is why insight alone rarely brings lasting relief. Healing sexual trauma requires approaches that respectfully include the body, helping survivors reconnect at their own pace and rebuild a sense of choice, agency, and safety from the inside out. In my work, you always have the right to say no, slow down, or keep your eyes open, and that permission is part of the healing itself.
Trauma, Attachment, and the Sense of Self
When trauma occurs within caregiving relationships, it can deeply affect attachment and identity. Early relationships teach us whether the world is safe, whether our needs matter, and whether closeness is reliable.
When caregivers are inconsistent, frightening, or emotionally unavailable, a child faces an impossible bind: the person they need for safety is also a source of fear. To keep the relationship, many children conclude that they are the problem. Many people internalize beliefs like:
"I'm too much."
"My needs don't matter."
"Love requires self-abandonment."
"If I'm perfect, I'll be safe."
"It was my fault."
Over time, these beliefs can show up as chronic self-criticism, shame, perfectionism, people-pleasing, or difficulty trusting others. In adult relationships, you may find yourself drawn to familiar dynamics, or feel anxious when someone is close and empty when they are not.
Healing often happens not just through symptom relief, but through relational repair: experiencing consistency, attunement, and safety within a therapeutic relationship, and gradually extending that to other relationships in your life.
Why Trauma Memories Feel So Intense
Trauma memories are stored differently than everyday memories. During overwhelming experiences, the brain's ability to organize events into a coherent story with a beginning, middle, and end (a function of the hippocampus) goes partly offline, while sensory and emotional fragments are stored more deeply.
The result is that a trauma memory often lacks a time stamp. When it is activated, it doesn't feel like remembering something from the past. It feels like it is happening now.
This is why trauma survivors often experience emotional flashbacks: strong feelings of terror, shame, helplessness, or rage without a clear memory attached. You might suddenly feel small, in trouble, or desperate to hide, and not know why. These reactions can be triggered by cues that resemble past danger (a tone of voice, a facial expression, a time of year, a smell), even when the present moment is safe.
Because trauma is stored "from the bottom up" in the body and lower brain, effective healing often includes bottom-up approaches that work directly with the nervous system, not just thoughts or insight. The goal is not to erase the memory, but to help it become a memory: something that happened, that is over, and that you survived.
Updating Your Nervous System: Practices You Can Start Today
Your nervous system learns through repetition, not through being told. A single insight rarely changes a survival pattern, but many small, repeated experiences of safety can. Think of these practices as sending your body new data: the danger is over, and I am here now.
A few guidelines before you begin:
Start small. Thirty seconds, a few times a day, is more powerful than an hour once a week.
Go slowly. If a practice brings up overwhelm or numbness, stop, orient to the room, and try something gentler. More is not better.
Stay curious, not corrective. You are not trying to force calm. You are noticing and offering choice.
Adapt freely. If closing your eyes or focusing on your breath feels unsafe, keep your eyes open and focus on something outside your body instead. That is a wise adjustment, not a failure.
1. Orient to the present
Orienting is one of the oldest safety signals mammals have. When an animal senses possible danger, it pauses, turns its head, and scans. When it finds no threat, its body settles.
Try this: Let your eyes slowly wander around the room. Turn your head and neck, not just your eyes. Let your gaze land on whatever it is drawn to: a color, a texture, light through a window. Notice where you are, what is around you, and what time of day it is. Then notice any small shifts in your body: a deeper breath, a swallow, a softening in the shoulders. Those are signs your nervous system is registering safety.
2. Practice "Then and Now"
This practice directly helps your brain put a time stamp on old experiences. When you notice yourself activated, gently say to yourself, out loud or silently:
"That was then. This is now."
"Then I was a child (or trapped). Now I am an adult, and I have choices."
"Then I couldn't leave. Now I can open the door, call someone, or walk away."
"Today is [day and date]. I am in [place]. I am [your age] years old."
You can also make a short written list of concrete differences between then and now: I have my own home. I have a lock on my door. I have a car. I have friends I can text. That person no longer has access to me. Read it when you feel pulled back into the past.
3. Track safety and "glimmers"
Trauma trains the brain to scan for danger. Healing involves deliberately training it to notice safety too. Therapist Deb Dana calls these small moments of safety and connection glimmers: the warmth of a mug in your hands, a dog's greeting, sunlight on your face, a friend's laugh.
Try a daily safety log:
Once or twice a day, pause and ask: What is one thing that feels okay, or even good, right now?
Write it down in a few words.
Notice where you feel it in your body, even subtly, and stay with that sensation for three slow breaths.
At the end of the week, read the list back.
This is not about pretending everything is fine. It is about giving your brain evidence that safety exists alongside the hard things.
4. Daily "safety check-ins"
Set two or three gentle reminders on your phone throughout the day. When one goes off, take ten seconds to ask:
Am I actually in danger right now, in this moment?
What tells me I'm relatively safe? (The walls around me, the people nearby, the locked door, the quiet.)
What does my body need right now? (Water, a stretch, food, rest, a different chair.)
Over weeks, these small check-ins help your nervous system update its baseline from "always on guard" to "mostly okay, with the ability to respond if something does happen."
5. Ground through your senses
When you feel flooded or far away, the senses bring you back to the present. Try the 5-4-3-2-1 practice: name 5 things you can see, 4 things you can feel (your feet on the floor, the chair under you), 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste.
Other grounding options:
Press your feet firmly into the floor and notice the support beneath you
Hold a comforting object with a pleasant texture: a smooth stone, a soft blanket
Name the colors of five objects around you
Smell something you associate with safety, like a familiar lotion or tea
6. Use your breath and body to settle
Longer exhales: Breathe in for a count of four, then out for a count of six to eight. A long exhale engages the body's calming system. If counting feels stressful, simply let the out-breath be a little slower than the in-breath.
Self-holding: Place one hand on your heart and one on your belly, or cross your arms and gently hold your upper arms. Notice the warmth and pressure. Many survivors find this communicates care in a way words cannot.
The butterfly hug: Cross your arms over your chest, hands resting near your collarbones, and slowly tap left, right, left, right. This simple bilateral rhythm is used in EMDR for calming.
Gentle movement: Shake out your hands, sway side to side, push your palms against a wall, or take a slow walk. Movement can help discharge the energy of fight or flight.
Humming or singing: Vocalizing gently stimulates the vagus nerve and can bring a sense of settling.
7. Name your state without judgment
Simply naming what is happening can reduce its intensity. Try: "I'm noticing my heart racing. My system is in fight-or-flight. It makes sense, given what I've been through. I'm safe enough right now." Or: "I'm feeling foggy and far away. A part of me is shutting down to protect me."
This shifts you from being inside the state to being with it, which is the beginning of regulation.
8. Build an emotional flashback plan
Write this on a card or in your phone while you are calm, so it is ready when you need it:
Name it: "I'm having an emotional flashback. These feelings are from the past."
Orient: Look around. Name where you are, the date, and your age.
Ground: Feet on the floor, long exhale, one sensory anchor.
Reassure: "I survived it then, and I'm safe now. This feeling will pass."
Comfort: Speak to yourself the way you would speak to a frightened child.
Reach out: A trusted person, a pet, or your therapist.
9. Create a calm place and a container
Two imagery exercises often used early in therapy can also be practiced at home:
Calm or peaceful place: Imagine a place, real or invented, where you feel at ease. Fill in the details: colors, sounds, temperature, what you are sitting or standing on. Notice what happens in your body. Return to it regularly so it gets easier to access.
Container: Imagine a strong container (a vault, a chest, a safe) where you can set aside distressing thoughts or memories until you are ready to work with them, ideally with support. This is not avoidance. It is pacing.
If imagery is hard for you, that is common. A real photo, a physical box, or a written description can work just as well.
10. Lean on co-regulation
We are wired to calm in the presence of safe others. A warm voice, a steady friend, a pet's breathing, or even a supportive community can regulate your nervous system in ways solo practices cannot. Notice who helps you feel a little more settled, and spend time with them intentionally. If people feel unsafe right now, animals, nature, and calm music are valid places to start.
11. Care for the body's foundations
Regulation is easier when the body's basic needs are met:
Sleep: A consistent bedtime routine, a dim room, and a reassuring object or night-light if darkness is activating
Nourishment: Regular meals and water. Low blood sugar can feel like anxiety
Movement: Gentle, regular movement you enjoy, such as walking, yoga, dancing, or swimming
Rhythm: Predictable daily routines signal safety to a system that grew up with unpredictability
Fewer stressors where possible: Limit exposure to people, media, or environments that consistently leave you dysregulated
12. Practice tiny boundaries
Boundaries rebuild agency. Start with low-stakes choices: choosing your seat, saying "let me think about it" before agreeing, leaving a conversation that feels bad, or asking for a window to be opened. Each time you honor a small "no" or "yes," you teach your body that your signals matter and that you can act on them.
A note on going at your own pace
These practices support healing, but they are not a substitute for trauma therapy, especially for complex trauma. If any exercise consistently increases distress, set it aside and bring it to a therapist. If you are ever in crisis or thinking about harming yourself, call or text 988 (the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline) in the U.S., or call 911.
Evidence-Based Paths Toward Healing: What Happens in the Therapy Room
Trauma-informed treatment moves at a pace that honors your nervous system. Most complex trauma work follows a phased approach, first described by psychiatrist Judith Herman:
Safety and stabilization: building regulation skills, resources, and a trusting therapeutic relationship
Processing and integration: working through traumatic memories once there is enough capacity to do so
Reconnection: rebuilding relationships, identity, meaning, and a life that reflects who you are now
These phases are not a strict line. We often circle back to stabilization as new material arises. Below is what several research-informed approaches can look like in practice. EMDR has the strongest research base of the three and is recommended by the World Health Organization for PTSD. Somatic and parts-based therapies have a growing, though still developing, body of research, and are widely used by trauma specialists for complex trauma.
EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing)
EMDR, developed by Francine Shapiro, helps the brain reprocess memories that got "stuck" during trauma so they can be stored like ordinary memories. You don't have to describe every detail of what happened aloud, which many survivors find a relief.
EMDR follows eight phases. In practice, a course of treatment looks something like this:
History and planning: We talk about what brings you in, your history, and current triggers. Together we identify target memories and the negative beliefs connected to them (for example, "I'm powerless" or "It was my fault").
Preparation: Before any memory work, we build resources: a calm place, a container, grounding skills, and sometimes nurturing or protective figures you can call on in imagination. With CPTSD, this phase may take weeks or months, and that is by design.
Assessment: For a chosen memory, I'll ask you to bring up an image that represents it, the negative belief that goes with it, the belief you'd like to have instead (such as "I'm safe now" or "I did the best I could"), the emotions present, and where you feel it in your body. You'll rate the distress on a 0 to 10 scale.
Reprocessing: While holding the memory lightly in mind, you'll follow bilateral stimulation: my fingers or a light bar moving side to side, tones in alternating ears, or small handheld buzzers. After a short set, I'll ask, "What do you notice now?" You share briefly, whatever comes up (an image, a feeling, a body sensation, or nothing at all), and we continue. Your brain does most of the work; my role is to keep you within your window and step in if needed.
Installation and body scan: As the distress lowers, we strengthen the positive belief and check the body for any remaining tension.
Closure and reevaluation: Every session ends with grounding so you leave feeling settled, even if the memory is not fully processed. Next session, we check in on what shifted.
Clients often describe the memory as becoming more distant, blurrier, or simply "over." Some notice new understanding arrive on its own, such as, "I was just a kid. There was nothing I could have done." You remain in control the whole time and can use a "stop" signal at any moment.
Internal Family Systems (IFS) and parts work
Internal Family Systems, developed by Richard Schwartz, is based on the idea that the mind is naturally made of different parts, and that trauma forces some parts into extreme roles. IFS describes three broad kinds:
Managers: protective parts that try to keep you safe by controlling, planning, criticizing, people-pleasing, or staying busy
Firefighters: protective parts that jump in when pain breaks through, using numbing, dissociation, bingeing, anger, or distraction to put out the fire
Exiles: younger, vulnerable parts that hold the pain, fear, and shame of what happened, often pushed out of awareness to keep you functioning
Underneath them all is the Self: a calm, curious, compassionate core that is never damaged by trauma, even when it is hard to access.
In a session, it might sound like this. You mention a harsh inner voice telling you you're stupid. Rather than trying to argue with it, I might invite you to turn inward and ask, "Where do you notice that part in or around your body?" Then, "How do you feel toward it?" If you feel anger or fear toward the critic, that's another part, and we can ask it to step back a little. Once you feel some curiosity, you might ask the critic what it is afraid would happen if it stopped. Often, it reveals a protective intention: "If I criticize you first, no one else can hurt you as badly."
Over time, with the protectors' permission, we can get to know the exiled parts they guard: perhaps a frightened six-year-old who still believes she is in danger. From Self, you can offer that young part what she needed then: presence, protection, understanding. IFS calls the process of releasing old pain and beliefs unburdening. Many clients describe it as deeply moving and surprisingly gentle.
Parts work is especially helpful for CPTSD and sexual trauma because it replaces self-blame with compassion. The part that froze, the part that drinks, the part that pushes people away: each is understood as trying to help.
What an unburden and cooperative system can look like in healing from parts work and IFS's perspectives.
Somatic Experiencing (SE) and body-based work
Somatic Experiencing, developed by Peter Levine, focuses on how trauma is held in the body as survival energy that never got to complete. Rather than going straight to the story, SE works with sensation, movement, and the nervous system's natural rhythms.
In a session, you might:
Start with resources: We first find what feels okay or supportive in your body: the weight of your back against the chair, warmth in your hands, the solidness of your feet. This is where we return whenever things get intense.
Track sensation: I'll invite you to notice what's happening in your body moment to moment, using simple descriptions like tight, warm, buzzy, heavy, or still.
Titrate: We touch a small piece of a difficult experience, just a drop at a time, rather than the whole flood. This keeps you inside your window.
Pendulate: We gently move attention back and forth between a place of activation and a place of ease. This teaches your nervous system that it can go into discomfort and come back out.
Complete protective responses: Sometimes the body wants to do what it couldn't do then: push away, turn, run, or say no. We might slowly explore this movement, such as pressing your hands against a cushion or feeling your legs want to move. Many survivors of sexual trauma find this especially powerful, as it restores a felt sense of "I can protect myself."
Allow discharge: You may notice trembling, warmth, tears, a deep breath, or a sense of settling as stored energy releases. We welcome these signs without pushing for them.
Sessions are often quiet and slow. You may talk very little about the trauma itself. Clients often say they feel more "in" their bodies afterward, sometimes for the first time in years.
Attachment-oriented therapy
Attachment-oriented therapy uses the therapeutic relationship itself as a source of healing. It centers safety, consistency, and relational repair. In practice, this means:
I pay close attention to your cues and check in about pacing and comfort
We notice together when something in our relationship feels activating, such as a fear of being judged or a worry about being "too much"
When ruptures happen, like a misunderstanding or a session that felt like too much, we talk about them and repair. For many survivors, this is the first time conflict has been followed by repair rather than punishment or withdrawal.
These moments, repeated over time, offer what therapists call a corrective emotional experience: a new, lived experience of relationship that slowly updates old expectations.
What a first session might look like
Many people feel nervous before starting trauma therapy, so it can help to know what to expect. A first session is mostly about getting to know each other. We'll talk about what brings you in, what you hope will change, and what helps you feel more comfortable (seating, lighting, eye contact, pace). You will not be asked to share details of your trauma before you're ready. You can bring a support object, take breaks, or tell me if something isn't working.
Jane’s window view from her in person office in Lynnwood WA.
An Integrative, Relationship-Centered Approach to Healing
In my work, I rarely use just one method on its own. Healing from complex trauma is layered, and it deserves an approach that is just as thoughtful and responsive. I integrate EMDR, somatic work, and parts-based therapy within an attachment-oriented framework, always guided by what your nervous system needs most in each moment.
We begin by building safety, both internally and in the therapeutic relationship. Through somatic awareness, gentle resourcing, and careful pacing, we focus on helping your nervous system settle and widen its window of tolerance. Nothing is rushed. Your body leads, and we move at a pace that feels supportive rather than overwhelming.
Parts-based work helps us get to know the different aspects of you that formed in response to trauma. Protective parts and wounded parts are met with curiosity, respect, and compassion, never as problems to eliminate, but as wise adaptations that once helped you survive. When there is enough internal stability and relational safety, EMDR may be introduced to help the brain gently reprocess and integrate traumatic memories, allowing them to lose their charge over time.
In a single session, these approaches often weave together. We might begin with an EMDR target, notice a protective part that wants to stop, pause to get to know that part, and then use somatic tracking to help the body settle before returning to the memory, or ending with grounding instead.
Throughout this work, the therapeutic relationship itself is a central part of healing. Consistent attunement, repair when needed, and emotional safety offer powerful corrective experiences. Over time, these moments help rebuild trust, both in others and in yourself, and support deeper integration within the nervous system.
By weaving together body-based regulation, trauma processing, and relational repair, this integrative approach honors the full experience of CPTSD and sexual trauma (mind, body, and relationship), creating the conditions for healing that feels grounded and lasting.
Signs That Healing Is Happening
Progress with complex trauma is often subtle at first. You might notice:
You recover from being triggered a little faster than before
You catch the inner critic sooner, and it has less power
You can feel an emotion without being swept away or shutting down
You notice glimmers more often, without trying
Sleep, appetite, or energy begin to steady
You say no, or ask for what you need, and the world doesn't end
Memories feel more like the past and less like the present
You feel moments of being genuinely present in your own body
It is also normal to feel worse for a while as you start noticing feelings that were once numbed. That is often a sign of thawing, not of failure. Talk with your therapist about pacing if this happens.
Reclaiming Agency, Boundaries, and Self-Trust
At the heart of trauma recovery is the restoration of agency. Trauma often takes away the sense of choice and connection to the body's signals. Healing involves slowly rebuilding the ability to listen inward, recognize what feels right or not right, and respond with intention rather than reflex.
As the nervous system becomes more regulated, many people notice a growing capacity for clarity, self-compassion, and presence. Boundaries begin to feel more accessible. There is often a renewed sense of coherence: a feeling of coming back into relationship with yourself.
Trauma Recovery as a Process of Reorganization
From a nervous system perspective, healing from CPTSD and sexual trauma is a process of reorganization of the brain, the body, and our ways of relating, toward greater safety and integration. Every orienting pause, every "then and now," every moment of repair in a relationship is a small update to that system.
This process is not linear, and it unfolds in its own time. Setbacks, hard weeks, and anniversary reactions are part of the path. That's not a failure of healing; it's part of how deep healing works.
Trauma does not define your capacity for connection, meaning, or joy. With compassionate, trauma-informed support, the nervous system can learn new patterns. Over time, survival can give way to choice, presence, and a more authentic way of living.
Healing Happens in Relationship
If you're looking for therapy that is paced, attuned, and grounded in nervous system and attachment work, I'd be honored to walk alongside you. You're welcome to reach out to schedule a consultation or learn more about how we might work together.
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